I think I'm gonna cut my hair. Not the classic "big chop' that most women do when their hair is so damaged they have no choice but to cut their hair lol. But a short hair do for the summer.
I'm honestly tired of weave/braids or whatever. And I have been told that I would look good with short hair so maybe now is the time to test that theory.
My sister thinks I'm being too emotional and just looking for something drastic to do to make me feel better. I say she is reading way too much into it. I've always wondered what it would be like to have short hair. Like a Rihanna circa 2009 look.
Anyways I am still thinking about it.
#decisiondecisions
"The most important relationship in your life is the relationship you have with yourself. Because no matter what happens, you will always be with yourself" - Diane Von Furstenberg
I read this quote a few days ago and it inspired me to spend some time working on myself. I think I spent the last few years dependent on other people (by other people I mean Body mostly) for my happiness. There had been times when my emotions yo-yo'd greatly because of him meaning one moment I was ecstatic because of something he said or did and then he would say something or cancel plans we had for a legitimate reason and I would be so grumpy.
Anyway there are a few things that always wanted to do and I think now is the right time to focus on them and do them on my own. There really isn't much that I have gone out and done on my own. I always have company. The things I want to do may seem basic and they may not all help me better myself in the long run but in general it is something I just want to do. Which is a good enough excuse in itself.
1. I'm going to get my Bartending License. I've been wanting to do this for years now and right now there is a special - $100 off. I start in 2 weeks if they will accommodate the slight conflict with my school schedule.
2. I want to learn to drive stick. I am one of those people who got their licenses as soon as they turned 16 and from the beginning I always wanted to drive manual but people kept telling me just learn automatic it will make my life easier.
3. I want to get laser hair removal. I hate shaving and waxing with a passion. It takes up too much time. I think it would be a good investment for life. - Has anyone done this? Was it worth it?
4. I want to get a tattoo to remember my grandmother who passed away in 2008. I have the tattoo drawn and ready but I was waiting for someone to come with me to get it.
5. I also want to get another piercing. Maybe 2.
That's all I could think of for now. Ill try to keep ya'll updated with what I actually do. Hopefully all of them before the year ends.
#thatsall
